The symphonies of me

i hate church

2008-09-20T02:32:00.000-07:00

hello oook went church today....i fucking hate going there la like ahhhhhhh yea its juz gives me a sick feeling...well i am unholy after all oh well hehehehhes.i dunnoe why but like during the exam time we go crazy like crazier lol dun really noe waqd to say ....o yargot two new vids hmmm i tink im gonna start a pod cast hehehes

ahhhhhhhh drop ball lol

2008-08-29T22:36:00.000-07:00

ahh k yesterday went for some gig thingy it was like omgf SIAN lol.
hmmm den today had a rugby tournament.da first game we play crap cuz supopose to lose den dunnoe who say wan win.so have to play for real den i dunnoe i anyhow kick da ball when i was off side hehehhees.den lose da second match cuz i drop da ball haizz.but got one damm fat guy like 3 times my size i tried to bring him down den couldent feel me shoulder lol.anyways had fun lol.i tink i have to eat like fuck and become fat den maybe i can kill ppl hehehhehes

lalallalalalala

2008-07-27T02:22:00.000-07:00

ooook.
on friday went to da sac concert thingy wth marvyn stan and other ppl.
like it was of la den got boring ,den we started throwing stuff down.hehehhes
anyway went for nicoles bday party.ahhhhhh it was like damm drama can like wtf lol .daz small kind crying den dunnoe who els start oso haizz.hehehhehes yea
AHHH CHERRY I MISS U LIKE CRAZY
I LOVE U
hehhehes

ahhhhh omg lol

2008-07-21T04:51:00.000-07:00

oook today like skiped sch wth stan.
went to PS den amk hub to meet varsha vickie cristine any some one els i dunnoe her name lol.
varsha like bought me a cake like omg soo sweet la ahhhhh THANK YOU lol.
den got ppl find prob wth me and stan got like four ppl they still wan call more like no balls lor lol
ahhhhhhh hehhehehes.to my girl i love ur the best thing that has ever happened to me i love u

shaved head hehehes

2008-07-13T15:39:00.000-07:00

hello ppl.
oook i shaved me head AGAIN.
for some cancer thingy anyway it was for fun so like yea hehehes
k.
some ex of mine said that she still loves me
actually the same one that always is in love with me lol.
but i love my darling so like too bad to the other girl.
hehehehhes darling i love u ahhhhh u drive me crazy.

u filled the hole in my heart

2008-07-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhh darling i miss u omg i hope u get well soon,i cant stop think about u,ur the best thing that happened to me i dont everwan to loose u.and u know whats the best part she feels the same thats y she is different from the rest i hope she will be the last.........i love u darling

oook i went to church today had some youth thingy kinda boring but the class was fun...hehhehes then went to my grandma house boring like always haiz.
ahh k im going out tomorrow so YAY....

im back babe hehehehs

2008-06-30T02:30:00.000-07:00

came back from malaysia
man it was damm fun and like crazy la.
hmmm caving was fun i tot it will like be scary or sumtin but like nope hehehehes.
o den we went for white water rafting and i like fell off OMG like damm fun den MR singh freaked out and grabbed me wth one arm like so cool la.
o and i shot my ass wth a blow pipe

went to meet cherry today like i noe wad ur tinking ohhh hehehes
ahhhhhhhh i miss u cherry get well soon hehehhehes .i tink her mom noes im wth her ahhh nvm hehehehs

fuck is a colourful word??

2008-06-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

well thanks for those colourful words

LOL
k one,u dun noe how much i was tinking abt not hurting u
two k fine i ruined ur life sry.
three,i meant everything u didnt,
i didnt say u wernt good enought,but if u feel bad abt it too bad.
and i wont choke on my words cuz iv got a big mouth hehhehees.

anyways hehehehehhehees
hmmmmmm so like today was fun lol
ahhhhh i miss ya cherry get better soon love ya

ahhhhhh i miss you love

2008-06-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhh
k hmm
yesterday meet darling at da hospital.
she looked damm cute la,but oso quite poor thing haizz see la do all those stunts haizz.
her dad mom and bro were there.so like ahhhhhhh yupps.......i think u get it,unless ur dumb,in which case u are.k im talking crap.lol

ahh been busy havent been blogging

2008-06-19T20:19:00.000-07:00

oook hmmm.
been kinda busy lol.
ooook lets see
someone was not what i tot she was.we kinda broke up LOL.
and well lets juz say i met someone els ,one thing lead to another opps hehehhes.
but cant see her.haiz shes in da hospital.ahhhhhhh

drink swim drown lol

2008-06-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

today went to sentosa
drank like crazy alsmot drown lol
ah lazy to type k bye

con camp hehehehehs FUN yay

2008-06-08T02:59:00.000-07:00

ooook
came back from con camp nth much to say really but like,i had a fight with some teacher.he wanted my phone i said no i like made a scene lol anyway this guy uncle B called me to come back and after talking a while i decided to go for da camp.....so over all had fun lol

ill always love u

charlenes party ROCKED lol

2008-06-02T02:20:00.000-07:00

k yesterday me aruther and bec went for her house for the birthday party.
it was like damm fun lor like when aruther and we were outside the house we were like omg .
they had some pool thingy but i didnt bring my swimming shorts,but i swam anyway....IM MY SHIRT AND JEANS .Yea im crazy hehehehehes.......den we were like dancing like omg damm fun although i cant dance.....hmmm we like had a drinks...i like had a few...k maybe more than a few...K FINE i had alot aruther was like STOP drinking lol hmmmm....O and we like danced again.......yea o and we tried asking some people for numbers but like didnt get LOL.dont be jealous u know who i like ok hehehehs

rugby YEA YEA

2008-05-29T05:13:00.002-07:00

hmmm today was fun
ooook.went to eat before the rugby thingy.
me lyon and fenghuawere like playing a game da losr mst ask ome random girl for number
i kenna once.so like ASK lor lol.
hmmmmm k i played two match cause my ear kenna a cut but like damm small lor,the teacher said that my ear might come off lol ooo and my first match i dopped the ball at the try line ,the whle crowd was like OHHHHH.DAMM pai sei lor lol
ohh yea saw trish today like ahhhhhhhh.......

LOL means..........

2008-05-24T17:04:00.000-07:00

hello
hmmmmmm lets see
friday me p n stanly went to amk hub to meet someone.
we had like alot of fun la hehhehehes.
we like went for a movie and caused alot of trouble
the movie was damm boring lor.
kk than yesterday went to punggol end
u know the haunted house .We had a camp fire lucky we didnt burn down the whole place
hehehhes k n nats party was like damm fun tried to get drunk.
haizz but can't lol

ahhhhhhhhh what now

RUGBY YEA

2008-05-22T04:50:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm today was fun
i pissed off a teacher k i do that everyday
socred well for chem
passed phy
okok for el
yupps
k random lol
hmmmmm yea today was ok
o yar we got a new coach who ROCKS
had fun yupps..........

all i want is you hehehhehees

will you be the one

2008-05-20T05:04:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh
hmmmmm to day i manage to do a front flip YAY
o n i failed my POA haizz
o well lol
had fun to day climbing stuff in school today O and and
we made a human tower thingy man tat was fun yea
ahhhhhhhhhhh
....................................
i tink i love u haizz

if you only knew

2008-05-17T15:44:00.000-07:00

went to JB yesterday hmmmm its was kinda BORING.
i wanted to go shopping but like all the shops there sucked la
anyways we tried to see how fast the car could go went to about 140 like that lol.
nth much to say leh......

girl says:hold on
lame guy says:to you sureee
lol k lame anyway dont bother trying to find out what it means

oook

2008-05-15T20:51:00.000-07:00

ITS BEEN A LONG LONG LLLLNG LONG LONG TIME SINCE IV BLOGGED Lol
hmmmmmmmm
k life's been a bicth
like always
n iv been an ass like always
lol man hmmmmmmmm lets see
been parkouring more n more
didnt break anything YET
rugby has been boring
CUZ OF DA STUPID EXAMS
hmmmmmm o yar went to WWW yesterday
there was two girls like one was hot one was not.
jun hao n lewis wanted to get their numbers,i was like no way r they asking
den they asked i was like wtf lol
anyway they used my name so like yea
even if junhao did all da talking i did all da work
giving that charming smile and all lol.
o yar we STOLE banana's
lol

AND YAR ILL BE UPDATING FROME NOW ON
MAYBE
LOL

i miss the camp people

2007-12-01T03:02:00.000-08:00

haizz kk i know its been awhaile since i last blogged lol sry people
hehehehs oook i like came back from YCS camp 2 days ago
damm fun sai sob sob sob i miss the people there ahhhhhhhh
lol
k to day had rubgy
damm tired now sai
like played afew schools than all lose
than summore got one ang mor come scold me
like wtf sai lol

i dunnoe whats going on but i feel damm empty inside
ever since HER no one els have made me feel the same way SHE did
im over HER i think but like it just doesn't feel the same with anyone els
crap la
well im like screwed up la yupps haizz

yaaaa lime sonic bang ROCKS YAAAAAAAAAA

2007-11-17T17:12:00.000-08:00

went sentosa last night withP jun hao loius and MEEEEEEEE
we were playing at the beach we like dug a hole and buried p and me.
lol than jun hao and louis ran away we were like shit cause cannot get out lol.
after that we went for the LIME SONIC BANG it like rocked laaa lol
yeaaaaaaaaaa lol.
yupps had fun yea
haizz
i just wanna know whats wrong with me......

hey im back

2007-11-14T04:12:00.000-08:00

hi back from china hehehehes ahhhhhhhh
very long never blog liao
uh huh
ahhhhhhhh
china was fun but the food sucked
their fish like has a million bones lol like impossible to eat la
haizz
ahhhhhhhhhh
im like pigging out almost every day now that im back
yay than crap sai
got some people
ask me to do something and i was like wtf no way u sick bitch
lol ok i didnt say tat but like yea ahhhhhhhhhhh
ok sian
than now tranning like crazy can die sai lol

hate me or love me its still an obsession

2007-10-22T19:31:00.000-07:00

hello
yesterday went to shopping for stuff i bought some shirt in a can thingy a hat and a tie. i love that shirt they like sold it in a can,just like a drink like how many shops do u know that sells shirts in cans like yeah lol. the blackeyed peas concert ooo man it was like damm fun lah.
hehehehehs ahhhhh the click five was their opening act p n i were like jumping like crazy.
lol than there was some break thingy n we went to find better seats n i like took some kid twisties n like he caught me n we ran lol.

crap thats what life is just crap
i broke up with some one cause well.......nvm
and now shes hurting herself.....
and someone else wants to patch back with me.
im like well you sureee picked th right time (being an ass now)haizz

why do i get everyone but you...

crap wad did i do

2007-10-20T03:02:00.000-07:00

ooook to day i was like home alone soo sad i noe but quite fun.
in the morning meet my grandpa,grandma,any uncle and went for some wedding at st anne.
i only went there for the food hehehehehs i man the i ate like a pig.
everyone thought i was sad. i dunnoe y but like yar than some random there who knows me was like asking my stuff about my family i think he thought i was sad cuase of the divorce but i don't really care.It happened soo long ago who the hell would care about haizz.
after the wedding my uncle drove me back home,i watched tv for a while than left for cat class.
cat class was not soo boring la.
i like saw na na n i made some dumb face at her n like at da end of cat class she came to me n was like what was that n i thought she was going to slap mi lol but she didnt hehehehes.
anyway iv been doing some thinking to day and well
i now realised what i did was stupid because no one will ever take your place
n well i guess ill just.....ok i need to do a little more thinking.....yea i noe im an ass....haizz
im going to tell u myself k . yupps

hehehhees my little toy car

2007-10-18T04:01:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhh
pon school yesterday
n went to day haizz...
i was like in the DnT lab the whole day
had to make a toy car for some race thingy
but didn't have to go for class at all hehehehehehes
than had to go compassvile sec to see da car track
and when i went back to school i kenna caught in the rain
wet until siao la hehehehhes but quite fun playing the rain
uh huh boring luh today heheheehes
aww crap
i miss u like hell
but u don't seem to care
oh well
life is not fair
i will stand where i am
and look from afar
so i can admire you for who you are

haizz.......we always go crazy

2007-10-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

on top on sum roof thingy

oooooooooook

lol
yesterday P wanted to go parkour i was like no mood la
but anyway me being a nice guy that i am i went with him
n guess what IT RAINED like WTF LA lol
so we went to tp mall n went crazy there
n i bumped into someone there who i haven't seen in a long long long long time ahhh
lol
ok to day was boring watched tv da whole day went swimming for a while blah blah
yea
ahhhhhhhh
crap

WHO ARE U PEOPLE

2007-10-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

ello
heheehes
o yar to the people taging mi ahhhhhh
WHO ARE U PEOPLE
anyways to day went to vivo with p,louis and jun hao
we watched balls of fury man that show was damm funny
and we were like throwing stuff at people
ahh good times......
than we like were exploring parts of vivo that i bet none of u have been before
yupps i n p went crazy untile the gaurds chased us out of vivo lol
we all did a lot of crazy and stupid and crazy o yar i aready said that
hehehehhs ahhhhhhhhh
damm tired now.......
heheehheehheehehhs im soo happy yay
ahhhhhh who am i trying to kid
i still feel like crap
well i am kinda crappy
but its the bad crap thats bothering me
and i may sound happy
ok i always sound happy
but i dunnoe if anyone of u can tell what i really feel inside
like i can be really nice and i can really fucked up like as in really
and well.....lets just say i scare myself some times
lol i know it sounds stupid
BEN SCARD OF HIM SELF HAHAHAHAHAH
yea laugh at it people
u know ill even laugh with u
ahahaahahahahaahahaha so funny yea
im going crazy
and like real crazy not my normal crazy that u all know
as i said im complex
ok my brain is fucked up there i said it happy now
well i miss u ok
and i just dunnoe what to do because u love someone els now
ok u loved someone els even when u were with mi
but no one has ever made me feel the way u did
and im still not over u
so here i am typing my guts out
well i just dunnoe......
im gonna sleep now

life,death love they all SUCK

2007-10-05T20:19:00.000-07:00

my soul is tainted and black
every where i go i am a reject
i will never belong
even hell spat me back
death won't end it
nothing can kill my pain
my soul will wonder in this endless plain
the world is cruel
the world is sad
the word is full of dread
the world is full of pain enough to drive anyone mad
anger and fear
sadness and sorrow
for none of these will i tear
for i have lost u
the only one i held dear
why can't you see mean the world to mi
i am dead without u
my life is nothing without u
but what should i do
all i want is u
..........
lol ahhhhhhhh
hehehhes
to dae went to church haizz boring
but b4 tat went to meet aby hehehhehes
ahhhhhhhh
it was soo fun going out with her
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
lol.........
ok im gonna sleep now
NOT
i noe im lame yupps
but ur lammer by reading this so like
GET A LIFE
lol

pain,love its the same

2007-10-04T01:39:00.000-07:00

ello heheehehs
lol
ahhhhhh crap
yesterday went to study with p,kian hao,alvin,n meeeee lol
we like called 98.7 den i was like omg
the phone rang the we were like shit what song to tell them,den kian hao shouted
SOMEONE NAME i was like noooooooooooooooo
lol.........
ok den today went to do some dumb stunts n we found ppl who could do stunts too
but we were better hehehehhehs yupp so we made friends
............ahhhhhhh i feel like crap i dunnoe wad to dooooooo its like i got someone els now
but i still love SOMEONE like wad la....oso not fair to to girl im wth now haizz
im hard to understand......
WHAT TO DO
TELL MIIIIIIIIIII
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
ok im going crazy not like mi not
but like more crazy yupps tats mi

shit la

2007-10-01T00:27:00.000-07:00

all alone in class aww
lol ok lame hehhehehs
ahhhhhhhh today got english end of year it was okok la
den when the paper finished i and P played with chinese ink that was in class
n like the floor had black spots i think they looked nice
but mr ho didnt lol
so we had to stay back to clean the floor haizz
ofter that me p n mervin(dunnoe if i spelt it right lol)
when to climb n do stupid stuff
lol
n im like at home now yupps
ahhhhhhhhhhh
kian hao told someone sumtin
n i was like WTH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Ahhhhhhhhh
lol yea i like suck yupps
ok im gonna die now
hmmmmmmmm
nah i noe you will miss me
so i won't
hehehhehehehehes im full of crap...
ahh mom making noise g2g

hehehheheheehehehes I GOT DA TAGBOARD THINGY yay

2007-09-30T02:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO
haizz today was like boring like really
hmmmmmm
whent to church
than went to my grandma house to eat n study
n went home yupps
.............
my life is like sooo boring
o n did stuff to my blog
hehehehehhs ahhhhhhh
my life is soo sad sobs sobs
o well im over it yay
hehehehehehehehehhees
ok im going crazy again........

O MAN I MISS U.....AHHHHHHH I GOT FEVER

2007-09-28T01:04:00.000-07:00

you mean the world to me
aww crap
how could this be
u are the only one my heart can see
it hurts when u don't want me
im so stupid
omg what did i do
im sorry to say
i lied to u
when i said i was over u
i lied to u when i said i don't love u
i lied to u when i said it dosen't hurt
i lied when i said i was ok
no matter what i say
no matter what i do
the fact is
i love u
i really wanna tell u
how much u mean to me
i know that u don't love mi
i know that u just wanna be friends
i know i will never hold your hand
ever again
but i still feel the same.....
AHHHHHHHH

ok i dunnoe if its the fever talking but ...yar i was like damm crazy in the morning la
i was like alking crap all the way ml was like making sure that i was walking right
lol i i like wack john head cuz he didnt sing during mass
lol
ahhhhhhhhhh

i like to scream hehehheehehs

IM FULL OF CRAP

2007-09-27T06:40:00.000-07:00

oook
hmmmm today
well it was ok
i think
ok not really
its like i went to meet abby at compass for awhile
den i met kian hao,P and two other girls
they like keep on talking about SOMEONE
i was like what the hell la
cuz well....well i miss her like hell
no matter wad i do i can't get her off my mind.....
AHHHHHHH I DUNNOE LA
i found abt some stuff
and was like WTF
they all say i should talk to her
but i dunnoe wad to say
ok maybe i got alot to say
but like aHHHHHHHHH
i really dunnoe wad to do
AHHHHHHHHHHH
SOMEONE HELPPP MIIIIIIII

my first post

2007-09-26T04:10:00.000-07:00

HELLO
hehehehhees lol
oooook im like eating n blogging right now cause i have too like study
IM BLOGGING LIKE OMG AHHHHHH
ok today was like boring...like really
sian
AHHHHHH ii miss her like alot(sob sobs like crying now)
o well im over it hehehheehehs
WARNING THIS IS VERY LAME

i like to laugh
i dunnoe if u can tell
i think u cant
my name is ben
my spelling sucks
im totally fucked
my life is dark
juz like at night
my imagination takes flight
i wrong
everything i right
this is no song
juz stuff poping
out of my head
o man this great
...........
ok lame i noe but TATS MI
shit g2g mom nagging
aHHHHHHHHHH

TESTING

2007-09-25T07:32:00.000-07:00

This is ben's first post.
so well, JAN is here to help him
I helped him make this blog.
THANK ME people.
I rock the world.
LOL.
anyway talking to ben at the moment.
he's spas-ing out.
trying to act like some
BANGALA pizza man.
haha.
MAKES me laugh luh.
now he saying wanna throw water bomb at me.
then still can say wet tissue and throw.
DIAO.
ben is LAME.
jan is LOVE.
Woohoo.
this blog post rocks more
substance then his sweet words.

ILY BEN THE BESTIE!